I ALMOST COMMITTED SUICIDE (how I was delivered)

You see, suicide is committed after a game is played on the mind.... For most of the suc*I*de cases I've read of or heard about, the rationale behind it wasn't small or mere.

Generally, some of us when we hear about such*i*de cases, we always say awful things and sometimes abusive words to he that committed the act or attempted to.

One of our father in the faith was almost a victim of suc*i*de, when he looked around and realized this is the end! What am I even living for? How do I survive???? He bought sniper! Went to the back of the of a building in the school open the poisonous substance to drink. 

About to take it, one of his disciples came into that environment and was like "sir what do you want to do?" The sniper immediately fell from his hand, he stylishly picked the container with the hope to send that sister away and take the remaining in the container. He then pretended as though he wasn't going to take in the drink.

He quickly told the sister! What are you doing here??? Don't you know this place is lonely and you can be attacked by all these rough guys??? Why are you here? The Sister replied him "Sir I saw you, you were about to end your life, why did you wanted to do so? You're someone we look up to"

Mind you, this is a man that during his days in the university, the Vice Chancellor of the university use to come meet him to seek counsel and advice! WHAT WENT WRONG???? WHY DID HE SUDDENLY WANTED TO END HIS LIFE???? WHY DID HE CHOOSE SUC*IDE??? 

So you would have a clear picture that suc*I*de is not done out of pleasure! I DON'T SUPPORT THE ACT! I CAN NEVER BE A SUPPORTER OF IT ... I just want to communicate a truth to us.

I remembered when I wrote waec and FAILED just one subject, Literature, I cried that day... Down till when I was about to sleep... I laid down on the bed and began to think of all my plans for admission and the rest but this subject wants to give me an extra year at home because I didn't register for NECO...

While thinking tears began to roll down my eyes! My pillow was getting soaked then a thought came into my heart! You're crying right.... No need to cry again! You can end it.... This voice continued.... Look there's a knife in your kitchen..... Everyone is asleep now, just go and use the knife!

I was a small girl that doesn't know anything (although I'm not still big), I wasn't matured, if not I wouldn't have cried because literature altered my plans. 

The voice became persistent, it kept on coming.... It was becoming heavy on me, I was almost considering the voice 😩...then God helped me! Immediately I rebuked .... I told the devil I CHOOSE LIFE! I CHOOSE TO LIVE .... and immediately it ceased!....  THAT WAS MY DELIVERANCE.

Are you over burdened with challenges around you? It keeps on mounting UP! Debts pilling up, rent is due, school fees need to be paid, loan needs to be refunded and so on .... There's always a way of escape! SUC*I*DE IS NEVER AN OPTION, STEALING OR ENGAGING IN FRAUDULENT ACTIVITIES WILL NOT STILL SOLVE THE PROBLEM BUT WILL RATHER INCREASE IT 

If you understand what an Hausa man mean by *shege* .... You  will perfectly understand what I'm about to communicate. I can't go into details but for some time now I've seen *shege*.... So believe me when I tell you there's a way out from that predicament..... Do not end your life when CHRIST is there to help you.

Remember the word of God says "even when we go through the fire He's there with us"... "Many are the afflictions of the righteous, but the lord delivers him out of them all ".... Emphasis on "ALL"..... there's a way out! .... Follow things gradually.... I know it's not easy with the pressure around! But stay calm and ask God to help you...

To us all ... Please try to lessen the pain of people especially when they attempted the act! Don't say harsh words that are not profiting.... People around you shouldn't be victims of Suc*i*de and you're comfortable with it! Let that end now!

I PRAY THAT ABOVE ALL, THE LORD HELPS US
#CHRIST ADVOCATE 🙇🙏

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